Texture

one thing about 3D is that, modeling is easy but when come to texture, it really take a long time to do it. dam....i drowning in this Texture thing.....gah...help....help

Another note, i wonder if i m a weird person? i mean, i dont wan to be normal izzit that make me weird? shit...i think too much....fuck the world, i just live my own way...D: nut say

Look Cool in the out side, cold in the inside

Yesterday i meet this really cool and great girl when i helping my senior doing the movie project. She look cool ( again with that ) and smile so care free and i though this girl have a care free life. We do some shooting at Puchung and i was very enjoying the hold time, i can become stalker and well almost kill the girl ( sadly i will die in the end of the movie). When i return home , i though wan to know abit more about this girl , so i do cyber stalking( crap even at real life im a stalker) and i found her blog. As i read her blog and try to gat to know more about her, i realize that her life is not what i think it is. It crap as my life are, but craper abit then mine.

And i though that, Everyone around me always carry this Mask. Special my classmate, they always have this fake smile mask , smile at you, laugh with you, but when your turn around, they start drop they mask and pull out a knife and start back stab you. Well, i dont mind be back stab, i mean that life, but most people just dont like to tell the truth. Cause truth hurt, that what they say. Sometime, not just classmate, Friend as well. Most of the time, they gv you this IM OKAY mask. But the truth is, they are not. They hide they pain and as they firend, it hard for me , i wish they can just tell me the truth , what they problem with me, i wish my friend can tell the truth about they sad life, i wan to help them. But then again, they wont tell me the truth cause they fear it hurt me, my friend wont tell me they pain cause it too pain for them to tell,


And for me, even they did tell me. What can i do to help ease they pain? OF all thing, that scare me the most, seeing that i cant help them.......i wish superhero are real. But this is real world....superhero is us...just with out the super in it

Fake MASK

Unite as one class you guys say and i say F U ppl, gossip here and there among your own classmate. Put fake mask is the same as lie. D: idiot classmate , when i say the truth, you ppl "act" to protect each other, but the truth is you people back stab each other every time .YES, my dear classmate , im talking about u ppl. i dont give a dam anymore wat you ppl think of me after this. im tired of you ppl put "the" fake mask .

If you guys dont like that person, just say it. Dont Put the "happy" mask and keep smile to them.
This is call LIE!! Yes, truth is cruel but HEY THIS IS A REAL LIFE WE LIVING!! DUH!!!! Dont act like you mature and protect each other by saying YOU ARE ONE CLASSMATE when the truth is everytime you people talk bad about that person in HIS BACK and complain this and that. OH MY GOD, im tired of this. Dont talk idiot people, do something. I do something yet you people "act" to protect HIM!! JEZZZZZZZZ